Te dije que pensaras lo que quisieras para que a la hora de comunicarte todo tomaras la postura que quieras ya que sos libre de actitudes.
Fui un brusco de mierda al querer darte un beso, lo reconozco y supongo que no alcanzarán los motivos que justifiquen la acción, pero no soportaba la incomodidad que se venia generando desde hace un tiempo no lejano.
Te quiero explicar sobre la incomodidad...
Es muy evidente que estás tratando de esquivarme, ya sea disimuladamente o con tu actitud reservada que te caracteriza. Eso fue el detonante para esta piedra en el zapato podríamos decir.
Pensé que éstas eran las causas y consecuencias por eso te las enlisted together:
- Do not get anything from walk.
- do not want and never have wanted anything.
- the end it comes to moving a hair.
- I feel bad if I am a terrible heavy and you do not like.
- I feel bad if you think I'm quite over you because you re fuck and fuck me I too can not connect this once and for all.
- I feel bad to see why you can not show you as they're not you can be totally relaxed.
- increasingly hard for me to watch you . If
- I'm missing something more than telling summarize the list as you can imagine a smile at you.
I behave like ... and be a fool, an ordinary, but I know whatever things separate and detect what shakes my brain a little. So when that happens I activate my side to raise awareness and there I go.
a while ago that cost me because I refuse to look at you and once intimidated me because I know what you think, because I'm half moron if I dare to look at you and if not being controlled.
thing we want is to feel fear. But you most as you were the last times I saw y. .. did you stun, come to doubt look into your eyes; to the lips or just chat.
That's not all.
As soon as I started to feel a little of all this, give priority to recognize that what you see cute "was not a mask" and I think I was right because I realized that your mysterious personality is what drew me attention and what I like (I bet I'm not the only man who ever told you this.) So I deduced that the mask enrealidad never existed.
Today I think I failed in my intentions and my self, and I betrayed the respect I have for you.
were always beautiful, but it felt different this day because your peace the truth that I won the hand (even happened to me teach me how to do it to be so quiet) and had to try to express to you the way I was attracted. This is more than metaphorical and summarizing I say I wanted to show what causes me yet I do not want to hide yourself from discomfort and I do not want to deprive yourself to be you.
forgive I'm short, I fell short of respect toward the other of these things I did and I do.
If you went to all this or you do again please let me know and talk without fear, because it would be one of the things you value most about you.
If I behaved aggressively with you or pulled the famous "indirect" is because they may think that was bound to dodge, avoid all talk and no joke, and I still did not receive a "stop" "do not want anything with you" or a simple and familiar "cut face" that out of your mouth and face to face.
Another interpretation is that everything that I was rejected, the misunderstand our relationship, dialogue and gestures (reaching the conclusion that there never was a "little game"). There really is my business and I try to rebuild it though often impossible because therefore I hurt.
Anger because I hate I will not I have you, are just my thoughts short and almost always wrong. No matter where a couple of nights have been the culprit to be present with dark circles, smiling all the time and see if I have the ability to reconcile what is in your head because I thought nice and I love you. But shit at the time that this "discomfort" reached the top.
If you're really proved to be (or I think that you are) I hope that will clarify all this because you took me to a situation where anything seems to do is send me a fuck and would consider as a second covered by no cheer to speak.
Do not take the aggressive, I want to say is that I thought that too but I understand that you're shy and I feel some difficulty to express yourself.
I'm not going to make it long because you have things to do and I also.
With a simple "I love you asshole " I do not get me enough for this, but the situation is over and now have to decide.
You have every right to be angry and is more than logical. I can only see if I can ever get you an exit or if I'll have the chance to see as they're.
What I write in this mail is touched by that feeling of doubt, prejudice and affection.
I love to tell you this in person but the conditions are not present, although I would encourage to do so.
I do not think I have nothing more to "long". *** We talk
I mean you stuff because I have too much affection and I do not get repudiarte.
I have more to say but I hope to have another chance to connect everything that happens to me and to receive answers from your side ...
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