Friday, April 29, 2011

Watery Cervical Mucus At 4 Weeks Pregnant

"Berlin Trilogy." RAINCOAT IN BERLIN


never useless to fight the evil , spitting through his teeth this kind of Philip Marlowe, "with Iron Cross of Merit on his resume, which is Bernie Gunther.
In this ex-cop Kripo always remember, dammit! , that once, years ago, he ruled alone for a strangler called Gormann . And that's already tired when burned, things of life and love, Bernie. But the former German police guripa left the day he realized on a scale that weighed more than the heart cockroach cold one behind the kitchen sink than most of their leaders and fellow National Socialists Kripo.

And now the winds cigarette smoke on their fingers as a powerful German industrialist executive to recover a diamond necklace and to investigate, by the way, who murdered his daughter. You know, the normal, routine day for a guy who wears his raincoat in the spring and has a secretary of ceñidísimas curves it is advisable to take second. That always happens but tender tough guys who dress the feet have cracked knuckles to give blows to the steel barbs gorillas and also intercept Bebop while rub scars with glasses of whiskey without ice mid ... because a crime novel is just that: a game, a hieroglyph, a work of clearing is carried out with the purpose of ordering a bit of a winding frame given, usually very pink and very mortal. A little sex, a little love fou, some bullets and thousands of words.
Also, if you look good, the noir genre is always an unfinished gender: there is always someone to point ... (About to die, ready to kill, to betray someone, to go to bed with a woman, about to solve a mystery ...)
Like life itself, come on.


Well, that, that between Nazi Weimar Republic, broken glass, star of David and adolescent girls and blue-eyed blondes of twelve that evaporate into the path of the home gym of his parents, Bernie moves the Iron Cross. Yeah, man, the same years ago by himself caught in a dangerous choke that ... Ironic, sarcastic, funny, cuckolded, beaten, disenchanted, philandering ... like all the detectives and protagonists of the Noir of these things in the world have been, are and will from that Hammett put the raincoat on a rainy afternoon Spade March and sent him to solve puzzles of twelve letters in column three horizontal ( HALC-OR-N-É MALT-S). In other words, the usual but well, what was already on the label of the old dressings selling brews Chester Himes, Gardner and Cain , wrist, now again agitated in the shaker with 3 / 4 more than Himmler and a slice, baby, I lose, Aryan blood juice freshly squeezed from the tree of Dachau ... the old blues of Chicago's bloody sidewalks has become the abracadabra of the smoky cabaret, crazy post-Versailles Germany and dark open seed rot, hatred and uniforms. Money, money, money ... Money Makes the world go around, The world go around, The world go around, Money Makes the world go around, of That We Can Be sure .(....) On Being poor.


Bernie, as a pupil of PhD's sewers, you know that the crime novel begins just as the sun sets in the hearts of women, on the docks and bars ... when the interior of the houses overlook suspicious silence in brown bags men dodge the dim light of lanterns and cling to walls too much for anyone to see. It then begins to hear the jazz of the blades rusty swing and ring their necks broken chords that always end up in bang. Mein Herr. Forensics provide the moonlight with gin jug with hot body yet innocent virgin staple and put on their best league and sprayed the vagina of cheap perfume and lies. Der tod.



Philip Kerr- the creator of Bernie, the cop Kripo one day he decided only the case of a strangler of young women who ...- is a type of a friendly and routine narrative skill. A genre writer who follows strictly the route marked by manual classic noir and not just an inch out of its banks. His "Trilogy Berlin" or "Berlin Noir" (consisting of the novels "March Violets," "Pale Criminal" and "German Requiem" ) is as absorbent as conventional, without this being a handicap or a contradiction in terms . For the reader who has looked out over half a dozen classic novel of crime and mysteries, "Berlin Trilogy" not imply any surprising finding any literary or shock. Kerr is limited to build a Berlin between the wars on the scaffolding firm of the clichés of the original American classics. Its virtue as a storyteller lies in, to paraphrase Pessoa, be concise and to capture the reader's interest. The elusive quality of fun. That joy accommodated providing custom.
"Berlin Trilogy", but do not invent anything new, it has such requirements for non-essential entertainment exhausting the reader early in the game of distorting mirrors and reflections distorted the novel.

AND lips began to tremble as if he'd chew broken glass ...

That's it. Just that. Greetings



Jim Noir.



Friday, April 22, 2011

Kates Playground Free Mov

LA MAISON EN PETITS CUBES OF Kunio Kato


Small cubes forgotten where I lived with you. This builds a life, adding one by one the memories, while the water is covering us without even realizing. More than eighty moons, spring, summer, winter ... within these small cubes, with you, always with you. But nothing stays too long. Nothing but the leaves blown by the wind, music, books, earth ... and love. And those little cubes forgotten, now that the house is almost uninhabited, sad and mysterious house without you even the crackle of everything we wanted. And rain on the house and the city and I dive into the water to fetch, to resist the time, to preserve you in memory of the ruins in the shadow that one day we will be. Retracing the day together, going back in time, you again have at my side, while the rain drowned the city and we freezes cheeks. For any small gesture of love always back on the world and to live again forgotten the small cubes in one day us and we were happy. Jewel

animation just 12 minutes from Kunio Kato who won the Oscar in 2008 (click on the video to see full screen):



Greetings Jim.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Hanging An Owl House In A Tree

Diane Arbus, THE BEAUTY OF THE FAULT


A man in a worn gray suit and an old leather suitcase stops on the sidewalk in front of some children playing. The man places the suitcase on the floor, wipes the sweat from his pearl abundant forehead and asks the children who were playing just now and now I look curious:

- Do you know what a fractal?

Children say and no man in the gray suit worn told that a fractal is an object semigeométrico, irregular, a complex object in which one party has the same structure (structure that is repeated at different scales) the total. He explains that the clouds, snowflakes or circulatory systems are natural fractals. We say that a fractal is a beautiful thing. Infinite and beautiful.
The children have little understanding nor much interested in what is a fractal, so I wonder what brings in that old leather suitcase.

He tells them that fractals.
The children, now suddenly interested, is asked to teach them.

So the man opens his suitcase. It is full of old photographs. Dozens and dozens of photographs of children with Down syndrome, the Jewish giant in small rooms, babies crying, men who dress as women, Mexican midgets, people crippled, misshapen ... strange to the eyes of a child. Especially in the eyes of a child. But as the children see those old photographs are being aware that those images there is a mesmerizing beauty that captivates with its beautiful and obscene plastic. Before his eyes reveals a powerful new attraction: the power and magnitude of the irregular, truly captivating order and harmony in what at first seemed ugly, grotesque and chaotic.

images that look like out of a dark fairy tale, drawn by the wind solo ogre basement well, unhealthy leaves and rough magic tree falls in the autumn.
"Fractals" think children who do not know who to stare into the abyss just unknown, anomalous heating and the quantum, the recursive algorithm of infinite detail.

The man in the gray suit worn close the bag and moves on. Children return to play on the sidewalk and only one of them asks aloud that the issue of whose photographs.

- ... of such a Diane Arbus ... - Says the man without being just over.

What that child does not know is that woman's name and mysterious and strange world that will accompany the rest of his life.
Arbus. Diane Arbus. Fractals. Snowflakes fell in the middle of the night. Men's giant twin girls and disturbing. Unusual stars exploding in a corner of the universe. Beautiful disturbances of atoms in the curved spacetime of standard models.







Greetings Jim.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Mysore Mallige Free Vedio



CHAPTER 12: BAD NEWS AS TO WHO

-Te mola ?

-What?

Helen -Te mola?

-Em ... But if I have a girlfriend

"I know, I know what I

" The what? Who? I do not hear

-Eh? Nothing! ^ ^ '

-Aa next question?

I do not know, I was curious ...

-No ... Certainly not me mola! That rarely are ... In ... Wait! I know what's going on here.

-In ... Seriously!?

"I molo ...

-Que!?

"These jealous ... I know. But do not worry, there's nothing between us (:

"But ... What? are you talking about?

I do not know, that you speak?

" I'm not jealous! That outrage, please. Justin! Be a little realistic please ...

"Then what the hell is going on here dammit!?

" Well, I'll tell you. But promise me that it tell anyone = S
-Promised

"He likes to Helen

"Really?

"Do not do me the favor ¬ ¬ surprised

" If good ^ ^ 'but ... What is this?
-It's sooo embarrassing ... I do not think you want to know

"Tell me

" Well, the fact is that ... As a "Belieber" because, you know. This crazy for you and give you invited that MCD's not stop talking about that are the perfect couple and you also love ...

"You really said that?

"If -.-"

-P-But I ... she knows that it was not ... a hello and goodbye. Nothing more! In addition, you also know!
-Yeah ... I said it, but did not believe me.

"But I feel bad = S

- Why?

"Because I will have broken his heart.

"Do not worry, you do very often.

"Because you say that? )

"Why ... you know. You're Justin Bieber. All the girls love you, but you can not have them all. I know how it feels.

And ... And as your "you know what it feels like."

"For I was a ... * Shit! That escapes me *.

"You also were a ... What? Say it.

-Q ... I meant ... I ... I was also a big fan of Zac Efron! ^ ^ '* *. Lied

-mm ... not for nothing ... but my hair is better ...

"Well, finally! Forget it! I mean, it's very painful. That you love someone and that someone does not even know you exist.

"I know. But what else I can do? I can not marry 20 million girls ...

"Hm ... yes, you have to understand you well. But I'm not a superstar, and although much you want, I can never understand how it feels.

-Jasmine So it is that I want to be, because it is the only one who understands me.

-Yeah ... Right. But ... would you say to Helen, then?

I do not know. Tell him there's nothing between us.

"Anyway. I guess I'll manage.

-Si. But I do not want to lose it. Say, I want to remain your friend (:

-Ok. Well, it's late ... I go to sleep, tomorrow I get to school. ... Unlike other

-Eh ! I wake up at six in the morning! You do not complain! Who do you think makes all the interviews, concerts, pictures, meets & greeds and ect ect ect?

-Haha true ... Well ... Good night!

"If if change comes to the track now, right?

quieroooo -Te!

"I (:

-jajajjaja goodbye

--------------- END --------------- CALL

This will cost me more than I imagined ... pufff

next morning (on the patio)

-Kelly !!!!!!!!! "That's Helen -.- '- I've talked to Justin?

-Sii ... º ~ º

"And ...? "He said ...

" If ...

-Di-di-said ...

-May dijoooo?

"He said ... I want!

"Are you kidding me??

- ... * I have blocked ... I just did!? *

-Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Auuu ... my ears!

tíaaaaaaa -aunt aunt!! Tell me everything in detail! Who-who told you? Exactly!?

"Well said ... you went to see what you say in person the same

" He declared me in person? OO

-No no noo ....!
"I can not pronounce??

-No ...

"So? Molo will not you say?

"I say .. I do not know. You talk to him, I do not kill me in this):

"Okay ...

" This afternoon ... a 16:00 / 04:00 pm you will wait in the cafeteria and ... ... will explain the * lied *

"I quierooooooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! * * hugged me

-I-I love you too ...: (Listen, I have to go to the bathroom. Em ... see you in class?

"Sure! BFF

-BFF?

-Siii: DDD are my BFF!

-n-we ')

I ran, super nervous. Justin is going to kill me when he finds out: S I can not with this, I can not tell the whole face 'no'. This is not my problem, settle it themselves.

--- --- CALLING

-Justin?

"Yes, who is?

's me, Kelly.

"Hey Kels! : DD I'm glad to hear: D

"Hello ...

-What happens to your voice?

"No nothing, hey listen ...

-Dime.

"You remember what Helen?

"I thought you were going to fix you.

"If yes, but ...

-What happened?

"I could not ...

" Like you could not?

I do not know, I crash and left me no words):

"Now what?

I do not know, I said ... that you'd see at four in the cafeteria and say it yourself.

-Yo?

Just "Sorry, but I swear I did not know what to do.

"But ... this ... I do not understand. Why make plans without my permission? You know I have an extremely tight schedule, I can not be wasting time with this nonsense.

"But ...

" No buts. Kelly I can not, it's your friends tell you.

- Sure, you give a shit right? Do not know what suffering is still your fan! You think everything is solved because you JUSTIN BIEBER and really do not even care about your fans!!

-Kelly? But to you that you now? Because you put on me?

"Because ... because ... let him, you would not understand ...!

--- --- HANG

NARRATED BY JUSTIN

-* Trying to look on the bright side Le molo ... I'm irresistible! Anyway ... I have to fix it myself, I have no choice. I do not understand is why Kelly always gets that emotional when the topic is about 'fans'. In short ... DO NOT UNDERSTAND WOMEN.

The hours flew by, as usual. Why not? 15:50 / 3:50 pm, and I in the damn coffee shop brings back so many memories. A hat and a pair of camouflage face around me. Disgusted, with little desire to speak and face bad friends I will tell my fans that there is nothing between us. As normal in the world.

rare Sometimes all you do for a friend.

After 10 minutes Helen ye came out of nowhere desperately started to look for. I greeted her, saw me and came running.

-Hi * I wanted to be polite *

-Hh-hi ... * * stammered

"Sit down. I think you and I have a good time to talk. Listen ... .* Where do I start? * I ...

- Yes!

- Yes? * Asked *

- I love it! Totally agree!

"So I think there is nothing more to talk about ... * I got a little smirk * I guess good friends and there is no problem. Everything is fixed.

- Super solved!

"I'm glad you understand.

I returned my smile, but when he began to approach me thinking two kisses me goodbye. But to my surprise leverage against my lips and kissed me, which lasted about four seconds.

At that moment I realized that ... the hell!? And me I had to take off. I admit it, kiss it ...

-Q-you ... What do you think you're doing?

-Kissing ... What? * I said *

- I just said no problem and was solved!

- And what is the problem?, Do not understand.

"The problem is that I have a girlfriend.

-Bb-but, you ... I just said to me that ... You, I ... that ... I do not understand is going on here?

-Explain you because I do not know what happens.

- What do you want me to explain?!

- Why did you kiss me?, If you knew perfectly well that Jasmine and I are dating.

Kelly "Because I said I liked you.

- What? Kelly you said you liked me?

- Yes!

- It's impossible! She is not able to do something. How?

"We were in the courtyard and asked ... I asked what you had told him by telephone. And she told me that you said that I was cool.

- I did not say that! What I said is that I do not like and could not do anything. Kelly was told today I should stay this afternoon so that I will explain to you and me ... no.

-No ... Kelly was the one who said I should stay this afternoon today you were going to declare to me.

-¡¡¡¡¿¿¿ What ???!!!! ¿¿I plead to you?? hahahhahahahhaaaaa

- What? That's what she told me * started * mourn

"B-but ... No woman cry. ... That this will work out, you'll see ...

- Leave me alone. You and your best girlfriend you are kidding me and you are playing with my feelings. You know, I'm not a toy!

"But ... Helen, I had no idea of \u200b\u200bthis. I'm as confused as you.

- No need to give me any explanation, I have to give you grief, you're all that. I knew I had lied! * And he ran like a schoolgirl in these movies * American drama

I'm going to kill Kelly.

CONTINUE ...

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Why Brazilian Wax Before Biking

LESS PHONES AND MORE BOOKS!

news I just read a very curious and could not stop counting on the blog.

You know that interest me a lot of popular and participatory initiatives that through organized movements get smaller goals and above all manage to change their surroundings.

anyone had heard of Westbury-sub-Mendit ? I confess that life is more, until I looked it had been unable to locate it on the globe. Well, I save a googling, is a small town in England, which until recently had a public library, but that good day his council decided to close it because he considered unnecessary. So far so normal.

What do you think made their inhabitants to protest?

Anywhere in Spain, I guess I would have protested, some people have put a complaint in writing, had left a couple of weeks the news in local newspapers, ... but nothing else. I think that eventually, everything would have calmed and we had endured without a library without books. Of course, while we have football 7 days a week, all great!

As these Englanders

foot, had a brilliant idea. Take a look at the pictures.

sustainable design, green design, recycled materials, phone box library, westbury sub mendip, public space, urban design

Re-used phone booths to exchange books, DVDs, music, ... so now the town has a public library, open 24 hours, 365 days a year. Moreover, there was an effect "contagion" and there are more than 770 British municipalities have requested that BT (the largest British phone company) to install cabinets for other uses.

sustainable design, green design, recycled materials, phone box library, westbury sub mendip, public space, urban design

Can we learn something from this such initiatives?

I have it clear ... if anything we do not like or consider it unfair, is more useful to propose solutions and alternatives to limit myself to complain.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

How To Connect To Internet Ds Pokemon Roms

SPANISH BAR, BEFORE THE DUTY IS THE HOLLOW MEN DRINK



Spain is another country that is very different, might even have been the boring Iceland, for example, without their short bars, martinis, top of salad or croquettes one o'clock.
a bar in Spain is a home, a home, a fire, a cozy space that English men and they always come back (some several times a day, if you leave the room for something).
I knew long ago Luis Carandell teacher, a great fan and chronicler of this in English bars (memorable article about the different types of coffees that ask the English in a bar), which in our Celtiberia Show is customary that of "but I have bad legs either visit the taverns" or "the handsome man has to smell wine and snuff."

For example, to talk about what sets us apart from much of the rest of Europe must take into account that one of the most significant scales-much more than GDP, the deficit, currencies or other macroeconomic scales - is a bar, tavern, life within the community space, socializing and meeting which is a typical English bar.
Herein lies much of that our character and patriotic character. What reasons have led us to this fact I weigh differential with the rest of the world? Very simple.
You are in London or Amsterdam and you ask the European native what there is to visit near where you are and the European native makes it a perfect round of museums, libraries, historic buildings, the house of Anne Frank the statue of Peter Pan, mint and timbre, and so on.
You are in Madrid, Murcia and La Coruña and a foreigner asks the native English-al Pepe passing by, for example, what to see here and going and you loose:

- ... Well, now you are two and four, so Baldomero House to take a rioja and a cover is not bad, and then right next door is the Bar Manolo (English in all districts there is a Bar Manolo) which is about fried calamari scrumptious with a pair of canes ... and across the sidewalk, not moving much because of the heat and dehydration, is the "Squid", a good house wine at a good price ...

And if you leave a little planning you personally (especially English in staff training has frustrated) to French or Czech route wine, meal and bebercio that at five and is singing the Clavelitos guiri of the Calle Real.
Because much of the rest of Europe that there is breakfast called "Inglés Breakfast" (bacon, sausages, fried eggs, juice, cereals ...) while in the bars of the English bars and truck Roofing , at eight o'clock, and asked her Sol y Sombra, a beer, a ham sandwich and a cigar to digest on the way to work.




But let the heart of the question ... What is a classic English bar, how to define it scientifically, in that order of things and hierarchy natural lo encuadramos?
A continuación expongo una serie de elementos imprescindibles e infalibles para reconocer un bar español de los de siempre, de los buenos, coño, de los de toda la vida, con dos cojones, que diría Torrente:

- El dueño se llama Manolo o Pepe y su mujer, que está en la cocina, Maruja o Charo. Suelen tener bigote, ellos, algunas manchas de grasa en la camisa a cuadros y cercos de sudor alrededor de la axila. Huelen a Varon Dandy o Brummel . La mujer suele asomar la cabeza un poco por la puerta de la cocina- siempre va con un mandilón con flores- cuando él le pregunta si quedan camarones o "cocretas de pollo". Al principio son un poco huraños y protestones, but with increasing confidence and trust you do not let anything you find that are good people, even friendly. Pure
zoology.

- On the ground typically have sawdust for better cleaning of the premises where patrons, from eight, spit the beverages and olives, or to absorb before the blood of any bodies of retirees who can go falling during the day after so much bleeding and freaking.

- An authentic English bar that boasts walls always have a chair or Firestone Pirelli calendar in 1978 with the corresponding teaching buxom breast (as Eros at the time, as the wicker rocking chair Emmanuel) or a signed poster Deportivo alignment with Bebeto, Manjarín and Djukic along with one of Real Madrid or Barca today.
also often part of Feng-Shui of the English bar to channel the positive and negative energies Mirinda a poster, a club with a droll slogan superimposed on if you had happened ( "does not trust today, tomorrow yes ) give the pyro, a glass shelf with glasses half dirty old Nutella, a bottle of anise on Mono as that with which a regional playing out at the beginning of the "Roots" and mediated a dusty bottle of liqueur called Cynar.




- There are three long tables reserved in a English bar, one for pensioners and retirees playing dominoes tute and another for Aunt fucking doing the crossword at the bar and monopolizes the newspaper for two hours and last for the children of the owners do their homework when they arrive from school, while his father yell at you remove Spain Direct and put the pictures of the Gormiti. You
you're taking your beer and stale tortilla skewer while the child asks the Manolo what are the tributaries of the Ebro Who said that bars do not culturizar?

- The yellow cloth soaked to clean the table is part of the idiosyncrasy and inimitable personality of the Hispanic bar and can not miss on any local who wants to be respected. The owner's happening in several distinct senses while asking you to pick up the napkin to make the table more enmerdada than it already was, as with waves of fat and tiny rainbows, if you look sideways.

- English In each bar there are always two or three customers watching the news, the part-while they discuss each news cast while plagues the government, the president of the football team in your town or dictating axioms founded on global warming - ... now there is no winter or anything, when I was a kid that yes they were December and January ... all because of global warming, as they say in the party.
the end always come to two firm agreements, whether any or all of what they are talking about: the fault of politicians who are all thieves and crooks ... and women are rarer than a particle accelerator mounted by hand without instructions.




- As soon as most of the police and Civil Guard had just taxi drivers, bar owners marriages always come from Switzerland, so many bars are called Bern and Zurich. They put together a little capital and there are, with their canes, olives and nuts holding drunken gossip customers have stayed instead of enjoying the quality of life in Basel and the fresh air and alpine mountain savory.
There are also those with literary pretensions who play with their names at the time of giving a name to the local: BAR MILITO (His name is Miguel, Lina and her son Thomas), or something that starts with Bar will do the grace-Tolo Bar, Bar-bushing ...
Without words.

- A English bar that does not have hanging on their walls with slogans such tavern tiles like: "The best shot, wine and ham", "Single and forties, what a lucky bastard" or "If I have trust I lose friends and receivables, to avoid enemies it is best not trust ".
popular culture at its purest.


- A feature of the English classic bars are the services or toilet, people say thinner. They tend to be of force and targeting of those with health hole and had banned but are still there, reigning in many local rejoicing. The tank is usually damaged and there is an old towel and hand dryers rather corroded, but with the marinade for two weeks without washing it seems the map of Middle Earth, a strange, dark country of Mordor in the center that gives food for thought.



Well that, my friends, in these times of waiters clean and muscular, with tight lycra shirts black, white bars of nitrogen and shelf design green bamboo reeds in glass vases with stones of heated wine bars and wine cabinets, local supply of oxygen and the type of cutting edge lids Fresh figs with caramelized foie gras and chocolate sausage marinated with soy ... is at most we must protect and preserve our presence and local chatter these loveable English classics, with anchovies, squid and dumplings to stick embedded, the menus of the day with yet napkin plaid, this three-day industrial bakery Countertop with flies over, the calendars of "Bar Javivi" I want Happy 2009 or coupon promotions always newspapers cut in the back.

There's nothing like the warmth of love in a bar. English, of course, with two balls.

Greetings Jim.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Doctors Bw Wrong About My Babys Gender




"We are the hollow men
we are the stuffed men
bowing together,
head full of straw. Ah Our voices
dried, when We whisper together
are dull and pointless
as wind in dry grass
or rats' feet over broken glass
in our dry cellar "( TS Elliot)



After the impact I turned off the car and stayed completely still in the seat. I had the grim certainty that she had died. Suddenly I could not breathe, felt there was enough air, temples throbbed and beat me like a painful amplified drum rattle in the head. Had hit a person. One older woman who had tried to slow red cross. As the crowd swirled around the woman lying in the middle of the road is something in me refused to admit that he was really dead.

was happening all like a movie, as if I were the viewer outside the frame perpetrated by a mediocre writer, the only difference that here, now, now, I sweated too much hands so that all that was pure fiction. They

three police cars, two ambulances ... got me in a trance, exhausted, still air of the car. Someone I spoke softly, a policeman approached me, grabbed my keys and parked the car so as not to interrupt the flow. They checked my papers. All in order. There would be no problem, the police said, as several witnesses had already testified that she crossed inappropriately and that the speed at which I circulated was adequate.
Of all But I do feel better.
The ambulance man pouted sagging and covered the body with a blanket. My dark omen was fulfilled. The woman was dead.

Suddenly I was cold. Something I could not see and think clearly. Something dark, like a cold steam enveloped me inside. In that moment, I fully realize that, of necessity, had to have a before and after in life after killing (albeit unintentional, accidental) of a fellow, a living person, but not 'd never tried or felt for her the slightest affection.
Man is an animal ethical, moral, interwoven for a million different branches and tributaries in the collective.

was just then when I went through your mind before and after this again would not be even remotely similar to any before and after I had known or sensed before. It was not like that before and after you invade and drives after a rare internal mechanism, for example, have been unfaithful to your wife, after betraying a friend or when you go from poverty to wealth through a stroke of luck .
No, it seemed much worse. This was another totally different feeling. It was not just an annoying discomfort, it was not intimate any transient cognitive dissonance and adjustable between principle and pragmatism. It was something much deeper what was at stake now.
This was something that would last, I thought.

They put the body in the ambulance and took him away. The crowd began to disperse. Very kindly, two police officers told me that my car cogiese you need and, please, attend the police station to conduct the proceedings in the police report.
I entered the car, opened the glove compartment and took the two tickets. Only two entries.


stating I was in police reports and completed less than three hours, but had to return the next day to the site of the accident reconstruction. A psychologist prescribed me some pills to sleep and I moved a bunch of short basic tips to get by for half an hour.
gave me a tea and went outside, alone, thinking: what is it made and thought a sunny spring morning after running over and killing someone ... when one is alone? I did not know and I do not have any protocol provided about these cases in any manual.
So I started walking aimlessly, randomly, trying to piece together and match what had happened that morning. He Sound the beat of a human body on my car, like something that can be crushed cartilage with a sledgehammer. He was also the feeling of cold and lack of air. Her disorientation before and after. Body image was covered with a white sheet. He ... two entries. The two tickets he had taken the glove box. I had thought of nothing else. Had sought the entries automatically, unconsciously and instinctively, while the body still warm was being uploaded to the ambulance.
I am a person of varied interests and passions, but the band's Michael Stipe, Buck and Mills were among the first in the list. Almost an obsession. They had removed 14 studio albums and I was over 45, between pirates and other oddities, but never, for whatever reason, had seen them live.

was going to be the first time. Before the accident, of course. Had long been thinking about that concert. Had bought them online for more than a month: 170 euros each entry to the best location of the stadium-just across the band, some mere twenty meters well worth it.
call work. I was about to call my wife when something stopped me.
was trying to think. I did not know what to do. "Accelerate" was a good album an album of maturity and were not about kids, but this had been a little short. Contained songs and powerful personality "Supernatural Superserious" . But surely that night would play most of the "Automatic for the people" and "New Adventures in Hi-fi" , my two favorite albums. classics like "Low Desert", "Man on the Moon" and "Electrolite" fall fixed.

The "Out of Time" had heard about a million times. Had at least one rare Japanese limited edition with two bonus-track that he had bought on ebay for a very respectable.
I said I could not missing. I could not lose after so many sacrifices, dreams and pursuits.
gave only three concerts across the country. And the guys were in top form, who would know if it would be his last tour? Tensions between the three were on the rise. Could be separated, breaking the group, each man for himself. Or even die. Happened before in other bands. REM Kaput. And I have lost my great and unique opportunity to watch my favorite supergroup of all time live. Could not miss that show. Why should I? I did not know that old, she had crossed in red, had been rushed so crazy , Crossing in red, into my car ... I had screwed up in the morning and now, if left, would embitter even the long-awaited concert of Georgia .... Moreover, what is supposed to do after running over and killing someone? "Work at all times so that your behavior could serve as a Principle of Universal Law" sentence he had read the previous day in a Sunday supplement and had memorized unintentionally, such as a chorus of a song you hate summer . Kant was. But what does that really mean? What universal principle referred to by the philosopher? Any old fool had ever thrown at his car for die after and spoil the day? Collaborated with an NGO, vote for a progressive party, I believe in the redistribution of wealth, I do not support violence, I am in favor of renewable energy, I am against animal cruelty, I am concerned about climate change .. . Are not those enough "principles"? Do not fit into this alleged superhuman Universal Law and fundamental moral that even at the concert (the "Concert") after what happened?
So I did not call my wife.

I got into the park by the entrance of the avenue. Apple put in the mp3 garnet I always kept in the inside pocket of my jacket the "Around the Sun " - a record beaten and scorned by critics but I had learned to value and appreciate very positively on the basis of hundreds of listeners, and went toward the light that filtered through the trees. those first guitars sounded sharp of "Electron Blue" and I thought those guys were too good to let them escape from Georgia because of an old and slow unknown. The contortion of pain and disorientation he had felt so far began to decline; ran like water in a sink, emptying out of me. My body and my mind revolved around music, chords involved now. I did not feel so cold. I closed my eyes, it sounded "Wanderlust" ... I was losing sight little by little had happened to me was just a few hours, all the sudden and painful accuracy, stunning, cool ... at one point that even my own indifference amazed me.

After the show I would tell my wife what had happened in the morning. Would tell all, without omitting anything. Tell them to emotional and complicated process of what had happened could be delayed, postponed, by certain and life circumstances such as those that our concert. Before and after the new well could wait a few more hours in the refrigerator. Pain Portable, forgotten in a drawer for a few hours for a good cause. Life is like a quantum entity, sometimes 2 +2 is 5 or 7, the unpredictability, the drift just intuited the shoals, the contradictions and intimate crevices. She would understand. I would not give too much importance. Surely not. Was comforting to think your understanding. She would say what he did was perfectly normal, reasonable, and I was not crazy or a callous and amoral hollow type which had been to a concert after ...

The morning was back to light. A stranger had tried to ruin. But now no longer thought of moral principles and universal laws. Only I tried to imagine how it would sound live on "Man on the moon" just twenty yards away.

A great concert I expected.

Greetings Jim. Everyone has a young Raskolnikov inside.